rencana liburan rame2...

'cos life is so hectic and depressing sometimes...(gag tau deh, gue doang apa semuanya juga)....anak2 sinfull faces skrg lagi rencanain buat liburan bareng....gag jauh2 sih, pengennya ke Anyer or Carita...berasa masih sekolah aja, bawaannya kl tengah taun pengen libur...padahal jatah cuti udah minus kaleee...:p

buat gue, denger kata Carita aja...wakss..langsung semangat 45, udah gag sabarr pengen cepet2 sampe ke hari h, berangkat...trus main2 di pantainya...(udah kebayang2)...maklum deket kan dr jakarta....

trusss kmrn gue ketemu sama dian....yang dengan baik hati makan ayam deket kost-an gue, trus mampir ke kost, langsung deh cerita2 since she missed out the last gathering....:p....trusss -nya lagi...dian cerita drpd kita ke Anyer or Carita...kenapa gag sekali2 ke Pulau Umang,....deket Anyer juga sih, tapi kita musti nyebrang lagi...tp bentar cuman sekitar 5 menit katanya...alhasil dr tadi..gue browsing nyari website....udah dapet n...ternyataa kereennn bangettt yah bowww...(check the pic above...and happy drooling, cause i already have...heheheh).......maklum aja gue kan selalu menganggap diri gue anak gunung (cos kampung gue dkt gunung, meski gag pernah naik gunung juga sihhh)....kalau denger kata pantai...langsung deh....semangattt...

jadi, skrg gue lagi nunggu dengan cemas...cos bu EO-nya kayaknya lagi sibuk bgt, jadi belom response semua email2 kita....jadi dr tadi, cuman gue, dian, n sari aja yang sahut2an di email...(semoga yg lain gag marah...heheheh)...jadi...kapannn dunkkk!!!!!!!

pOOL GaMe

about time to go home but i'm still at my desk @ the office....

tonight,...the guys from work, and also people who had worked here before...are all going to bengkel @scbd, we are going to have a pool game....i know it sounds refreshing...but i dunno whether i'll come and joint them or not...

no matter what u do everyday...with tons of work, or u just do the usual work...in the end...u will feel beaten....why???....well that question has been lingering in my mind for quite sometime...and i'm still looking for the right answer...:p...

hhmm....@ 2nd thought, i don't feel like going out tonight...wanna go home...have some nice hot bath..and read this novel i just borrowed from my coworker in my cozy bed...:P...sounds more refreshingggg....:-)

...sinfull faces friends...

Sinfull faces friends and the founder...(hehehhehe)
...on my birthday at Cup&Cino last friday,...sophie took the pic, minus dian (she got to finish her paperwork for school) and vivie (who got exhausted after coming back from out of town), plus new member...dory, and sari's pal Stiz....

thanks yah guys...for remembering, for the candle, for the togetherness and...for reminding me that life is too good to waste...:-)...

miss you dian and vivie...hope you girls can be there again next time...

Luv 'ya all,

..just nothin'....

????have you ever????

pernah gag sih, ngalamin yang namanya...feeling so alone??...feels like you have noone at all...perasaan kayaknya gag ada orang yang care sama loe...padahal loe punya banyak temen, loe punya keluarga, yang memang udah jelas pasti sayang sama loe...

tapi tetep aja yah, that feeling will arrive unexpectedly....disaat yang paling ngga loe sangka-sangka, tau-tau aja....pas kerjaan lagi numpuk, ada deadline, lagi jarang telpon ke rumah, lagi jarang maen sama temen atau..pas lagi bete sama "yayang" loe.....kalo udah kayak gitu...rasanya kayak jadi orang yang paling miserable diseluruh dunia...pengennya tidur and berhari2 gag bangun...biar lupa kalo ada "feeling" itu....

kalo pas lagi "feeling the worst" gitu...biasanya ngapain yah...kl gue, obat yang paling manjur...is...inget2, apa gue belakangan lagi jauh dari Yang Diatas, sholat, banyakin doa....abis itu tidur lama2...heheheheh....trus gue bakal telpon2 ke rumah, ke temen2 gue,....just to make sure that they are still there...

to me, that's what life is all about sometimes...the need to be nestled, cared and loved by others...:) ...just to be around the people that you love....

..LovE iS...

..LovE iS...

They say it?s a river, that circles the earth
A beam of light shining to the edge of the universe
It conquers all, it changes everything
They say it?s a blessing, they say it?s a gift
They say it?s a miracle
And I believe that it is
It conquers all, but it?s a mystery
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And it fades away so easily
In this world we?ve created
In this place that we live
In the blink of an eye the darkness slips in
Love lights the world
Unites the lovers for eternity
Love breaks the chains
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain, and it turns it in-
To the beauty that remains
Look at this place
It was paradise, but now it?s dying
I?ll pray forlove
I?ll take my chances that it?s not too late
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And fades away so easily
Oh oh oh
Love breaks the chains
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain, and it turns it in-
To the beauty that remains

a YeaR oLDeR...

Last friday...finally i got a year older...
Got to blow the candles twice...:p...1st on friday at the office together with others who celebrate bdays on june...
and then...on saturday afternoon at Cup&Cino...with my dearest sinfull faces friends...:)...it was quite refreshing, lots of talking and laughing...

In between those two, i had my birthday dinner with someone special...:p...on the 24th eve...and it was raining pretty hard when he picked me up at the office, i remembered one of my friend said that according to Chinese beliefs, rain brings luck to the person who celebrate their birthday on a raining day....so i was just wishing to God...:)...that it would be so...aminn

Sumtimes, we forgot to realize that life goes on..and that we could only look back to learn things...and that's all we could do...but then again...bday to me...is a reminder that our life is a year less and there're still soo many things to do...to make our life meaningfull....