I'm feeling really really tired....i could just close my eyes and will drift off easily...I went home to visit my father on sunday, then flew back to Jkt on monday...all with the delays, traffic jam on the highway...straight back to work yesterday...*hufffff...*....booked another tickets to fly home again tomorrow....
My father is scheduled to have a minor surgery tomorrow...and since he's all alone, and my brother couldn't care less...leaves me to arrange all things...*hufff...sigh...*.. I already got my headache back...couldn't think straight, but have to...dinner last night, i told him all about what i feel at the moment...just hope that he didn't feel sorry for me...cause that's the last thing i want from him. Thankfully, he supports me enough...or else, i dunno where else i would turn to, to help me get thru all these....
So, i will fly home tomorrow, stay at the hospital till sunday, hoping that my father's recovered, so that we all could go home...cause i'm scheduled to fly back to jkt on late sunday. I already cancelled all my plans for this weekend....*hixhixhixhix...crying quietly cause i'm supposed to be superwoman* .....1st, Tasia b'day lunch on sunday...2nd, halal bihalal with sinfulfaces...3rd, my well planned date to have dinner and movie....hixhixhixhix....well i supposed i still could do all those 2 next week...and i can have lunch or dinner together with tasia after i got back here.....alrighty...after all, my father's health is my 1st priority now...despites all things...:0)
One more thing, i have to visit Angel today at MMc, she's hospitalized yesterday...well she works hard...but she also parties harder....hope she's getting better soon...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005
greasy cheesy melty ...
I've craved that greasy cheesy bla3 burger for days...it might be caused by my PMS syndrome...so yesterday, which happened to be his birthday, he granted me my wish, i could have that cheesy greasy burger for dinner....yihaaaaaa..
Actually, our first plan for yesterday was to have dinner at PB* (we have wanted to dine here, but never made it, so we decided that on his B, we would dine there) to celebrate his birthday. But, i also got my period yesterday, so i didn't feel like dining out in a fancy place. Fortunately, since morning he also talked about the 'supposed to be birthday present" that i haven't gotten him yet (we already knew what it was going to be hehehe :p)...then i told him that we didn't have to dine, instead we could go to get the present.....well..as u girls all know...inside every man is a boy....he finally agreed with me...after asking me for zillion times whether it was okay for me not to have dinner at the time...silly man!!!!....
He picked me up at the office at 6pm, then we went directly to MKG, looked inside every sportstores in that place (which is huge...hixhixhix)...he couldn't decide which one to get, cause everything looked so cool...then he said that we should get dinner first, all the while he would do the thinking and make the decision as to which one to buy. We went to Raffels at 3rd fl, i got myself a big beef and cheddar melt along with fries and ice tea. He ordered rice, roasted chicken, soup and also ice tea. When they came...darrn... i could feel that i was droolled all over it...heheheheh.....it was big, full with roasted beef and that melted cheese...soooo yummy....i can imagine it now that i must have been looked like a girl who hasn't eaten for a week...:p....but it was good i tell ya....i will get it again this weekend...hehehehhe...
After finishing our dinner, we went back again to those stores...we liked one red Filla but couldn't get the right size though we have moved to the other store. Finally, after moments of doubt, he chose a white Ree, the newest edition...Thanks God...
He smiled all the way to my house, he got his birthday present he've been dreaming of...i was glad....in the car, in front my house, we lit the candle on the little birthday cake i got him earlier...he made a wish...and then he blew the candle....it was perfect...just a perfect thing to end a perfect day....
Actually, our first plan for yesterday was to have dinner at PB* (we have wanted to dine here, but never made it, so we decided that on his B, we would dine there) to celebrate his birthday. But, i also got my period yesterday, so i didn't feel like dining out in a fancy place. Fortunately, since morning he also talked about the 'supposed to be birthday present" that i haven't gotten him yet (we already knew what it was going to be hehehe :p)...then i told him that we didn't have to dine, instead we could go to get the present.....well..as u girls all know...inside every man is a boy....he finally agreed with me...after asking me for zillion times whether it was okay for me not to have dinner at the time...silly man!!!!....
He picked me up at the office at 6pm, then we went directly to MKG, looked inside every sportstores in that place (which is huge...hixhixhix)...he couldn't decide which one to get, cause everything looked so cool...then he said that we should get dinner first, all the while he would do the thinking and make the decision as to which one to buy. We went to Raffels at 3rd fl, i got myself a big beef and cheddar melt along with fries and ice tea. He ordered rice, roasted chicken, soup and also ice tea. When they came...darrn... i could feel that i was droolled all over it...heheheheh.....it was big, full with roasted beef and that melted cheese...soooo yummy....i can imagine it now that i must have been looked like a girl who hasn't eaten for a week...:p....but it was good i tell ya....i will get it again this weekend...hehehehhe...
After finishing our dinner, we went back again to those stores...we liked one red Filla but couldn't get the right size though we have moved to the other store. Finally, after moments of doubt, he chose a white Ree, the newest edition...Thanks God...
He smiled all the way to my house, he got his birthday present he've been dreaming of...i was glad....in the car, in front my house, we lit the candle on the little birthday cake i got him earlier...he made a wish...and then he blew the candle....it was perfect...just a perfect thing to end a perfect day....
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIC...
Happy birthday to you, this is your day.
On this day for you we’re gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you, to you.
Happy birthday to you, you’re still young.
Age is just a number, don’t you stop having fun.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you.
This day only comes once every year,
Because you’re so wonderful with each and everything you do, hey!
Happy birthday to you, this is your day.
On this day for you we’re gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you.
This day is only for you, ’cause you’re so special in every way,
Happy birthday to you!
On this day for you we’re gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you, to you.
Happy birthday to you, you’re still young.
Age is just a number, don’t you stop having fun.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you.
This day only comes once every year,
Because you’re so wonderful with each and everything you do, hey!
Happy birthday to you, this is your day.
On this day for you we’re gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you.
This day is only for you, ’cause you’re so special in every way,
Happy birthday to you!
Happy bday yah pip...getting older, be wiser
sukses2, sehat2, selalu dilindungi
oleh Allah SWT, aminn..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Two Things for Tuesday
I found this over when i browse over some blogs...pretty funny...
2 names you go by:hence, hen
2 parts of your heritage:javanese and Javanese..:p
2 things that scare you:worm and lonely
2 of your everyday essentials:a shower and a cup of coffee
2 things you are wearing right now:earings my mom bought me when i entered Uni and my watch, a present from him...
2 of your favorite bands or musical artists (at the moment):alicia Keys and U2
2 favorite songs (at the moment):"Hurricane"(eric benet) and Kissing a Fool (george michael)
2 things you want in a relationship (other than real love):honesty and trust
2 truths:i wish my family's still together now and I....
2 physical things that appeal to you (in the opposite sex):eyes and laugh
2 of your favorite hobbies:taking photos and reading
2 things you want really badly:a new job and a new car....hahaha
2 places you want to go on vacation:africa and middle east
2 things you want to do before you die:go to Mecca for pilgrimage and join fof safari in Kenya
2 ways that you are stereotypically a dude/chick:i am very moody and sometimes i cry easily
2 things you are thinking about now:my constant headache and my father
2 stores at which you shop:centro, sogo, itc (more than 2???)
2 names you go by:hence, hen
2 parts of your heritage:javanese and Javanese..:p
2 things that scare you:worm and lonely
2 of your everyday essentials:a shower and a cup of coffee
2 things you are wearing right now:earings my mom bought me when i entered Uni and my watch, a present from him...
2 of your favorite bands or musical artists (at the moment):alicia Keys and U2
2 favorite songs (at the moment):"Hurricane"(eric benet) and Kissing a Fool (george michael)
2 things you want in a relationship (other than real love):honesty and trust
2 truths:i wish my family's still together now and I....
2 physical things that appeal to you (in the opposite sex):eyes and laugh
2 of your favorite hobbies:taking photos and reading
2 things you want really badly:a new job and a new car....hahaha
2 places you want to go on vacation:africa and middle east
2 things you want to do before you die:go to Mecca for pilgrimage and join fof safari in Kenya
2 ways that you are stereotypically a dude/chick:i am very moody and sometimes i cry easily
2 things you are thinking about now:my constant headache and my father
2 stores at which you shop:centro, sogo, itc (more than 2???)
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Thank You
Thank you for being my friend all those (past) times...
Thank you for cheering up my (old) days...
Thank you for NOT making the time for me...
Thank you for NOT being there for me when i needed you most...
Thank you for NOT appreciating me the way i should be...
Because you have always taken me for granted...
Thank YOU for (finally) making me realize that you are NOT the one for me...
Thank You...
Thank you for cheering up my (old) days...
Thank you for NOT making the time for me...
Thank you for NOT being there for me when i needed you most...
Thank you for NOT appreciating me the way i should be...
Because you have always taken me for granted...
Thank YOU for (finally) making me realize that you are NOT the one for me...
Thank You...
Writer Wannabe
I love to write...mostly about my everyday life...about my family, my work, my friends, and also about about my love life. I've written diary since elementary school, writing girly sissy things, mostly 'bout my crush i had, but i stopped when my brother read them aloud in front of my parents and some of my cousins. I was so embarrased i burned my diary. Then i started writing again in high school, with still the same topic, boyfriends, girlfriends, school, etc. But, again it stopped when i finished HS.
Then i moved to another city to continue my study, living alone away from my family. Sounded like a perfect opportunity for me to start writing again, but i didn't write anything at all, except for all the duty papers from classes. No more silly things, nothing.
After graduating, i then moved to other city, the one i live in now...started working like everyone else. Four years later, i'm still working in this same old company....and lately, it makes me wonder, where the hell have i been all these years...i have this free internet access 24 hours a day, i have this free flexible time to manage by myself, but i have never ever used this facility to learn or try to write again....mannn...this hit me so hard in the face...!!!!....
A year ago, i started to write my own blog, then i deleted it because i was soo embarrased reading all those entries....they were all RUBBISH....damnn....i even couldn't write well....i started to compare those with other people's blog...it made mo so envy why others could write so well...flowing...just like water....
Then...i made my 2nd blog few months ago...this time i say to myself that i'm okay, i could deal with this...finally i've come to realize that, 1st, some people were born to write, just like that, u can't envy them, it's a gift...and 2nd, some people have to learn to write...maybe i'm included...so what...everything can be learnt......so i started writing again, beginning with little things still....my work, my family, my friends, my love, and my life....who knows....in the next coming years....(dunno when).....i will be able to write my own book....whether it be romance novel or my own otobiography....hehehhehe.....one thing i learn...we have to start somewhere to make it happen....
Then i moved to another city to continue my study, living alone away from my family. Sounded like a perfect opportunity for me to start writing again, but i didn't write anything at all, except for all the duty papers from classes. No more silly things, nothing.
After graduating, i then moved to other city, the one i live in now...started working like everyone else. Four years later, i'm still working in this same old company....and lately, it makes me wonder, where the hell have i been all these years...i have this free internet access 24 hours a day, i have this free flexible time to manage by myself, but i have never ever used this facility to learn or try to write again....mannn...this hit me so hard in the face...!!!!....
A year ago, i started to write my own blog, then i deleted it because i was soo embarrased reading all those entries....they were all RUBBISH....damnn....i even couldn't write well....i started to compare those with other people's blog...it made mo so envy why others could write so well...flowing...just like water....
Then...i made my 2nd blog few months ago...this time i say to myself that i'm okay, i could deal with this...finally i've come to realize that, 1st, some people were born to write, just like that, u can't envy them, it's a gift...and 2nd, some people have to learn to write...maybe i'm included...so what...everything can be learnt......so i started writing again, beginning with little things still....my work, my family, my friends, my love, and my life....who knows....in the next coming years....(dunno when).....i will be able to write my own book....whether it be romance novel or my own otobiography....hehehhehe.....one thing i learn...we have to start somewhere to make it happen....
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Be My ***
be my ***
since i've known you babe
you brought a light for me
but taste of ur sincerity
build me a world to believe
but still there's a doubt
in u for loving me
though deep down inside
u'll see what's in me
be my ***
be the one
and good things will come
to our heart
you're my ***
you're my one
give me a little chances
to show you love
*to whom i love the most*
since i've known you babe
you brought a light for me
but taste of ur sincerity
build me a world to believe
but still there's a doubt
in u for loving me
though deep down inside
u'll see what's in me
be my ***
be the one
and good things will come
to our heart
you're my ***
you're my one
give me a little chances
to show you love
*to whom i love the most*
Monday, November 14, 2005
Cerita abis lebaran
Ramadhan udh lewat bbrp minggu...lebaran juga...hati jd bertanya2, kira2 tahun depan masih dikasih umur panjang sama Allah gag yah...buat bisa ngerasain indahnya Ramadhan n Idul Fitri...InsyaAllah...semoga yah...
Lebaran gag pulang kampung...ada enak dan enggak nya juga...Enaknya...pertama, Alhamdullilah...bokap bisa dirayu2 buat berlebaran disini...heheheheh.....dengan alasan ponakan gw msh terlalu kecil buat diajak pergi2 jauh...hehehehe jadi bokap dng berbesar hati datang ke Jkt....yang kedua...bisa irit...karena gag harus beli tiket yang bisa jadi luarbiasa mahal gara2 tuslah...ketiga, gw gag harus beli baju baru hahahhaha....alhasil gw bisa dgn suksesnya pake baju taun krmn...who cares anyway...ya gag sihh....
Trus...gag enaknya...pertama, sedih aja karena gag bisa nyekar ke makam nyokap....udh lumayan lama gag pulang, terakhir bulan April kmrn....jd sedih aja, soalnya ini lebaran ke3 beliau meninggalkan kami...kedua, gag bisa kumpul2 sama keluarga besar nyokap gue, jd gw cukup denger ditelp aja pas gw telp budhe seabis sholat Ied...ketiga, berhubung pembantu2 dirmh kakak gw pada mudik...yah gw mendadak n harus secara sukarela jd upik abu...alias bagi2 kerjaan rumah...which can be very hard kl udh kebagian babysitting, soalnya my adorable nephew yg msh 5 bulan itu superhiperactive...hihihihi...kebayang kan...gag bisa cuman jagain disebelahnya aja sambil baca2 or nonton tv, soalnya si Hafizh, maunya SELALU BERDIRI...padahal dia lom bisa berdiri, boro2 berdiri, balikin badan dr tengkurang ke telentang aja dia lom bisa...jd tau dong ngapain...gw musti megangin badannya yg kebetulan juga cukup gede buat ukuran bayi 5 bln...hihihi...jd kmrn2 itu gw sekalian ngencengin lengan gw...udh gt dia termasuk chatty baby, harus selalu diajak ngobrol, kl enggak bisa tiba2 nangis...hehehe...seharian bisa bikin tenggorokan gw super kering, krn kl gag ngobrol yah gw harus nyanyi lagu2 anak2...berkali2 dan terus diulang2.....*OMG....heheheh...thank goodness i love him, kl gag bisa gw gigit tuh bocah yg super chubby pipinya..:p...*
Yang pasti sih, lebaran kmrn cukup seru...meski agag sepi, yang bikin gw udh gatel pengen jalan2 aja pas lebaran kedua...which was not succesfull..soalnya mall yg gw tuju msh tutup...heheheh...gw berdoa semoga aja...lebaran tahun depan gw bisa mudik ke kampung halaman...barengan sama sodara gue...gpp deh kena macet berat kayak yg gw alamin thn kmrn....sama sedokur gue terperangkap didlm mobil dr jumat malam ampe minggu pagi...yg kalo diinget2 bikin gw senep juga...hehehehe...but hey...It's Lebaran...klo gag pake mudik n macet kayaknya gag lengkap.....cheersssss
Lebaran gag pulang kampung...ada enak dan enggak nya juga...Enaknya...pertama, Alhamdullilah...bokap bisa dirayu2 buat berlebaran disini...heheheheh.....dengan alasan ponakan gw msh terlalu kecil buat diajak pergi2 jauh...hehehehe jadi bokap dng berbesar hati datang ke Jkt....yang kedua...bisa irit...karena gag harus beli tiket yang bisa jadi luarbiasa mahal gara2 tuslah...ketiga, gw gag harus beli baju baru hahahhaha....alhasil gw bisa dgn suksesnya pake baju taun krmn...who cares anyway...ya gag sihh....
Trus...gag enaknya...pertama, sedih aja karena gag bisa nyekar ke makam nyokap....udh lumayan lama gag pulang, terakhir bulan April kmrn....jd sedih aja, soalnya ini lebaran ke3 beliau meninggalkan kami...kedua, gag bisa kumpul2 sama keluarga besar nyokap gue, jd gw cukup denger ditelp aja pas gw telp budhe seabis sholat Ied...ketiga, berhubung pembantu2 dirmh kakak gw pada mudik...yah gw mendadak n harus secara sukarela jd upik abu...alias bagi2 kerjaan rumah...which can be very hard kl udh kebagian babysitting, soalnya my adorable nephew yg msh 5 bulan itu superhiperactive...hihihihi...kebayang kan...gag bisa cuman jagain disebelahnya aja sambil baca2 or nonton tv, soalnya si Hafizh, maunya SELALU BERDIRI...padahal dia lom bisa berdiri, boro2 berdiri, balikin badan dr tengkurang ke telentang aja dia lom bisa...jd tau dong ngapain...gw musti megangin badannya yg kebetulan juga cukup gede buat ukuran bayi 5 bln...hihihi...jd kmrn2 itu gw sekalian ngencengin lengan gw...udh gt dia termasuk chatty baby, harus selalu diajak ngobrol, kl enggak bisa tiba2 nangis...hehehe...seharian bisa bikin tenggorokan gw super kering, krn kl gag ngobrol yah gw harus nyanyi lagu2 anak2...berkali2 dan terus diulang2.....*OMG....heheheh...thank goodness i love him, kl gag bisa gw gigit tuh bocah yg super chubby pipinya..:p...*
Yang pasti sih, lebaran kmrn cukup seru...meski agag sepi, yang bikin gw udh gatel pengen jalan2 aja pas lebaran kedua...which was not succesfull..soalnya mall yg gw tuju msh tutup...heheheh...gw berdoa semoga aja...lebaran tahun depan gw bisa mudik ke kampung halaman...barengan sama sodara gue...gpp deh kena macet berat kayak yg gw alamin thn kmrn....sama sedokur gue terperangkap didlm mobil dr jumat malam ampe minggu pagi...yg kalo diinget2 bikin gw senep juga...hehehehe...but hey...It's Lebaran...klo gag pake mudik n macet kayaknya gag lengkap.....cheersssss
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