Sunday, December 23, 2012

Yes, It's December 2012 already...

Yes...you see the title correctly.
It's december 23rd already, counting days to A New Year of 2013.
So many things happened this year, I had my down moments this year, 2x hospitalized on May, but now thankfully after getting to some treatment in a hospital in Penang (i'll write separately later on, love Penang alot :D ), i've been pretty normal these last 7 months, meaning my stomach is actually doing FINE...Thanks God..

Other than that, i also "lost" love few months ago, too complicated to tell, but it's the best thing for everyone. I'm praying and hoping for a much better year this coming 2013.

Enuff of the sad stories, i also had some wonderful moments this year, vacation to KL with colleague friends, short holiday to Penang, and not to mention short holiday to Bali just last month...so i've nothing to complaing about...i'm grateful, my life has been trully blessed..i can only try to be a better person, for myself, my dad, my mom in heaven, my bro...and also my friends and the people around me.

I wish and pray to Allah SWT that i will find that special someone, who will be there to share my moments of sad and joy, in 2013...amin...

So Happy New Year 2013...:))

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Cant breathe

I wanna scream so loud till i 'm out of breath
I'm so frustrated with myself, but i dont wanna cry...

Trapped Mouse

So many things going on in my mind, i couldn't even start to sort things out one by one. I've living an honest life all these time, been so proud of it, now i am not sure anymore. Almost a year ago, i've put my life into something that even now i still don't understand.
Now am feeling like a trapped mouse, i can't breathe, i don't know what to do next to get myself out of this really messy situation.
Sometimes i would wish that my mom is still alive, i would know that i could run to her, tell her everything, have her to hold me tight and tell me that everything is gonna be okay, but she's not around anymore... :(... and rite now i just don't have someone whom i could share all my pains, someone who's going to tell me that all will be okay....oh how i miss those times...i do

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

Holiday w/ Girlfriends - PART 2

It's been sooo long that i partly forgot the detail of the last vacation i had last feb...well dont blame me, it's been almost a year, and my brain isnt exactly as sharp as it used to be, i guess, LOL
Anyhow, on Sunday, Tasia and I decided that we would visit Melacca, turned out to be rather crazy visit after all!!!. I was rather reluctant to be honest, considering that we woke up pretty late, and only got 10am bus to Melacca. We continued our journey however, we got there by 2pm, and while at the bus station we tried to get the return ticket to Sin...well well guess what, since it's sunday, all the ticket back to Sin was sold out!
We then bought ticket to Johor Bahru and tried our luck to get to Sin, since it's closer. Settled, we hopped onto to a bus that would go directly to Jonker street. Along the way you would see beautiful preserved old buildings, very nice. After paying for like 2 RM, we hopped down in front of the Christchurch of Melacca...really pretty. Taking some pic of the church, the stadhuys, then we walked to Jonker Street just across from Stadhuys. We asked to a guy that sold Melacca tofu on where to eat the famous Chicken Rice balls, he showed us a small warung just across the street from where he was standing. We went there, seated, and order half portion of chicken, 2 portion of rice balls and 2 ice tea...wohoo it was really really really delicous...yum yumm...i wouldnt mind going back to Melacca and have another portion of those yummy chicken!!
Lunch finished, we strolled along Jonker street to see some beautiful buildings, crafts, etc...When you have more time you could walk leisurely, but since we need to catch our 6pm bus to Johor Bahru, we then left Jonker street and head to a shopping mall nearby. We got ourselves nice watches fr Vincci, and then stopped a bus just behind the shopping mall to get back to bus terminal.
It took only few minutes to get to bus terminal, and while waiting, we bought some hainan chicken rice, thinking that we would eat that inside the bus, since we will pass dinner time on the bus...getting into the bus, well the bus was quite ugly, and the smell of the chicken was too strong, we didnt dare to open it. Instead we were sleeping, miserably, in the bus...it was very slooooowww....oh my god, i felt like screaming, we got to Johor Bahru by midnite, and the latest bus to Sin was like MIDNITE!...so we ran looking for the bus to sin, got into the line, and thanks God, we can use our Ezylink. Pas midnite we crossed the immigration, walking so fast since we didnt want the bus leaving without us.
Finally, after passport chop...waiting inline for the bus..we sat peacefully, and to tell you the truth, i was only counting on my instinct on the bus direction, since my travel mate was more confused than i was. Finally i asked the guy sitting behind me, and he showed me where to stop, and he explained that from the bus halte, our hostel was only a walking distance.
There we were, by 1am MIDNITE, we walked from bus halte in Simlim finding our hostel in Bugis, and thankfully we got there in 1 piece. Stopping by to get Hot Tarik tea near the hostel, we laughed our way to our room....what an adventurous day.
Will post some pics and continue my story on the next post....am so sleepy, need to hit my comfy bed asap...as in NOW...ciaoo

Happy New Year 2012

Can't believe that time really flies...here we are now already in the 1st mo of 2012, just days ago we were welcoming the new year. So many things happened since my last blog on March 2011. Apart from the year of my mother's funeral in 2003, i would say that last year had been the worst, some of them were:
1. I was hospitalized on April, for 9 days in total. The 1st 5 days, i had major surgery for appendicitis, and during the surgery they found that i had "5cm kista", so they removed it at the same time. Released from that hosp just for 5 days, I was charged into another hosp because of the strong medicine they gave me to cure my after surgery wound, that my stomach couldn't handle it.
2. After spending 2 weeks at home for recovery, on my first day to the office, my driver drove too fast and got us into a marathon accident in jagorawi toll road. I was sitting in the back seat, when my driver hit the brake so hard my head hit the seat in front of me, left a scar in my jaw
3. After 2 years, we finally closed down our beloved Shopaholic shop :(. Too long story to tell, but somehow i guess it left scars...
4. On Oct again i hospitalized, for the 3rd time in 2011, in Permata Cibubur. My gastritis...after hospitalized in April, somehow whenever I ate a bit spicy, my stomach just couldnt bear it...how bout that...i really hate the 1st hosp...u know where, i wouldnt recommend you guys to let yourself into that place...
Anyway...those 4 are only few among other things...
But, when you count your worst and compare to the blessings you received, there is no other word than GRATEFUL....no matter how hard life was/ is...I'm so grateful that God grants me so many blessing that i cant count with my fingers, that i am still able to breathe, am still blessed with so many wonderful people i call friends and family...i have a job that i love, great boss, great people to work with...and I thank you Lord for keep reminding me for these.
I only wish that this year my health will get better....and that i would meet the one of my dream, i believe that God has plan all...I still believe in You...

Jakarta, Jan3rd 2012

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Our Shopaholic

Our Shopaholic is not in healthy conditions last few months...we are so worried :(. We hv spent so much time, energy, not to mention money, to be invested in this, i'm really afraid for d worst.
Ohhh, Shopaholic is a fashion shop that I, Dina, Iin, and Tasia built almost 2 years ago. It had the best of times before, but now..we are struggling...

so worried. maybe i should have invested my money on food franchise or sumthing else?...only God knows..*sighing

Moving out of d House

Before i forget guys...im moving out of my bother's house after 5 years!
so many differences arise, thank God my dad supported me for this. So hv been searching a house to rent and finally i like one, in a housing estate near my office.
Im renting for a year (praying that by next year i will be able to buy my own, amin), paid full last month. Been completing the house since, today my new bed arrived..yippie..big bed for myself!!!, will officially move next weekend, hope i still hv enuff time to buy sum furniture and household :)...love it - cant wait!

22.23hrs - want 2 sleep, but i also want a cup of coffee..

Holiday w girlfriends - PART 1

Akhir Feb kmrn, akhirnya setelah bertahun2 tertunda, kita - gw, tasia, iin, minus dina- liburan bersama. Memang ga lengkap, tp krn dina ada terapi jadilah kita ber6, plus suami iin Noval dan 2 temen Iin Noval, Reza dan Nita.

Iin and d gangs plan liburan udh lama, tp gw memutuskan akhir Jan kmrn, dan tasia akhirnya ikut juga...yaiiiyyyy!!. Liburan dimulai sabtu 26 Feb, kita ber6 flightnya barengan, jam 8.30wib dr Soetta, meski pulangnya kita bakalan misah2 sesuai cuti masing2. Sabtu jam 5.30 bbm dr iin masuk, udh sampe erpot bo!!, sementara gw baru otw dr rmh arah klp gding krn gw nitip mobil sm tmn gw...alhasil ngebut sepanjang jalan, untung msh sepi. Mampir atm, isi bensin, lgs ke rmh tmn, dah nungguin dpn rmh...capcus deh ke erpot..wuzzzzzz *ngebut. Di jalan tasia bbm kl udh sampe, tinggal gw doang..akhirnya mrk pd check-in duluan, sambil pesenin seat buat gw. Pas udh deket ujan deres turun, tp alhamdullilah lancar sampe gw didrop di terminal 2E. Masuk, lgs ke counter dan ternyata seat gw misah sendiri, soalnya mas2 d counter temen gw CI sgt gag kooperatif, udh dipesen eh dibil gag bisa, padahal mba2 yg di counter gw sendiri bil, knp td gw pesen dulu mba, biar bisa sederetan..*jleb
Dpt seat,lgs ke imigrasi, beli kopi di mesin, masuk ruang tunggu udh ada Iin, Noval, n Tasia, yg gw udh ktm duluan pas bli kopi. Ga lama, temen Iin, Reza dan Nita dtg abis sarapan, jd disesi kenalan deh.
Tepat jam 08.00 kita boarding, and teng setengah jam kemudian flight kita take off. Di jln, as always kl gag da tmn ngobrol gw pasti bobo, kebangun pas udh mau landing, yippie..tepat waktu, jam 11 sampe lah kita di Changi. Tetep foto2 ga ketinggalan, ambil luggage trus lgs ke BK...ceritanya brunch, berhub gw gag terlalu lapar, gw share sm tasia d turkey one...yummy. Bis makan, naik skytrain ke terminal 2, beli ezylink, lgs jalan ke hostel kita di daerah Bugis. Berhub, line MRT sama, cuma pindah sekali aja di interchange Tanah Merah, lgs ke Bugis. Smp Bugis, jalan kaki lewatin Raffless hospital, sampelah kita di ABC hostel.
Btw, ini adalah pengalaman kita pertama nginep di hostel backpack, since kita ber6, kita ambil dorm buat 6 orang..not bad, meski hrs share bathroom :D. Setelah checkin, bayar2, taro koper, kita start jalan. Tujuan pertama ke Zamzam restoran yang letaknya gag terlalu jauh dr hostel. Just info, dkt hostel banyak bgt resto Arab, India, ada Mesjid Sultan yg gede n jd tujuan wisata jg, which are semuanya ckp jalan kaki 5mins dr hostel.
Resto Zamzam udh berdiri puluhan taun...rame bgt siang itu, nunggu bbrp menit buat dpt meja. Pilihan kita siang itu, Nasi Bryani ayam, Briyani Kambing, Nasi goreng, Murtabak daging Rusa, dan Es teh tarik...makan tengah buat ber6..Pas udh datang wohohoh untung cuma pesen 4, scr porsi guede2 bgt...total ber6 kita habis 140sgd...yg mahal murtabak-nya, mungkin krn rusa susah dptnya ya...atau impor dr istana bogor?..LOL
After lunch, kita lgs jalan ke Orchard, ngider2, makan es krim dll..sampe akhirnya kita split, gw tasia n nita naik mrt ke Mustapha..sementara Iin Noval dan Reza stay di Orchard.

bersambung

1st post in almost 2 years

Wohohohoho..A
After almost 2 years here i"m visiting this luvly blog of mine.
So many things had happened since, been moving out fr d last company i worked for, moved to another intl company..and then for the last 6 months, have moved again back to my old company...life sure has funny plans for me.
Last year had been the worst year (aside fr 2003 when my mom passed away), was working for a lunatic bos* i hardly had time for everything else, 10 months was the best i could try, well i didnt wanna die young, so i decided to quit. Lucky for me, i still maintain good relations with my previous GM, that he offered me a job after he heard what i was experiencing...lucky me, truly i felt, feel and will always feel grateful for it.
Apart fr that, last year i also ended my 7 years relations :((...no word could describe it, still cant, still hurt me just to think about that. We still communicate, but well, we certainly dont want to repeat the same thing over and over again.
So, that;s it, to shorten my 2 years absence of blogging...apart from sum travelings i did...well i really hope that this year will be much much better of for me. :) amin to that.

Jakarta, March 5 2011


Thursday, May 14, 2009

What is Love

I love everything about him
I don't know how long it will take me to get over him

Tutup Buku

Ini bukan buku beneran yang gue maksud, tapi buku as in suatu babak dalam kehidupan kita yang sudah sampai pada akhir. Ibarat buku, ceritanya udh mo habis, loe udh tau bakal seperti apa endingnya.
Tapi kow tetep ya rasanya..meski udh tahu endingnya bakalan sedih, tetep aja kita gag kuasa buat gag sedih.
Meskipun berusaha buat nyikapin secara "dewasa", tetep aja..
Kalo udah kayak gini, bawaannya pengen tidur terus, biar gag inget hal itu. Tapi kadang krn terlalu mikirin, jd kebawa mimpi, kalo udh mimpi kebangun, trus kepikir and sedih lagi.
So, meskipun gw tau endingnya udh deket, gw tetep gag punya pilihan lain, kecuali memberi waktu buat diri gw ngalamin kesedihan itu.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Blogging Again

OMG...these first 3 words definitely express my true feelings about this blog of mine, which had been abandoned, unintentionally off course.
It's been more than 2 years since the last time i posted sumthing, where the he** have I been????
After i posted my last writing, I moved to an MNC, as a freelance, for 3 months only, because i then found out that i was more into routine, going to the office in the morning, going out with frieds afterwards, and so on and so on. I then moved to another company, as a PA to some expats, very different with what i usually do. Only 1 month, and then i got another offer, at my current company, for the position that i've always wanted, in the higher managerial level, in the division of sumthing i'v been doing for years, since i graduated. Though different business line, didn't stop from getting what I wanted. So i moved.
Since then, I've been too occupied with my work at my current company since I joined more than 2 years ago, March 2007 to be exact. Since then, i've got tons and tons things to work on, to do, to learn, to cope with, and to deal with...still until now.
Now, i'm having this urge to open this old account again, to write, to express my feelings her, to meet some good friends of mine through the world of blogging. The point is I'm missing sumthing...so, here I am..i will be blogging again, find my time, no matter how busy i am with all the mundane things happening in my life.

Saturday night, May 9, 2009



Sunday, December 03, 2006

Makan...yang irit....dimana yah..

Sabtu sore kemaren, ceritanya gw sama Vic mo rencana mo makan di Kemang (dia abis ultah, jd mo traktir gw dinner..hehehhe)....ada satu tempat makan seafood yang lg jd favorit banyak orang krn harganya yang supermurah...gw sih udh pernah kesana, tapi berhubung Vic blm pernah dan dia pengen kesana yah...gw ikut aja...

Frankly speaking, kl menurut gw sih rasa makanannya so so aja, kalah jauh deh sama tempat2 seafood yang suka gw datengin di daerah pecenongan...tapi, enaknya juga lumayan banyak, orang bs pesen segala macem menu dan gak takut bakal keluarin duit banyak....trus tempatnya juga lumayan cozy...ber-ac pula...

Jalan dr rmh jam 4-an sore, dengan cuaca agak dingin mendung...dijalan akhirnya mulai ujan...berhubung masih tanggung, kita ke salah satu mal yang ada deket situ...liyat2 segala macem..jam 6-an lewat kita jalan lagi ke Kemang....wuihhh ujan deres udh nunggu pas kita keluar dr parkiran....macet pulak...sampe disana gag dapet parkiran...terpaksa parkir dipinggir jalan trus lari2 dibawah siraman ujan....

Masuk kedalam...alamak...ternyata udh waiting list bow...ramenya....gw sama Vic jadi mikir, even orang Jkt banyak yang meng-claim sbg bagian dr gaya hidupkosmopolitan, dimana orang gag mikir2 lagi klngeluarin duit....ternyata pas disuguhin makana yang murah..tetep aja rebutan....sempet gw liyat juga seorang penyanyi terkenal lagi ngantri juga....hmm....

Untungnya gw cuma berdua, jd nunggu 15 menit langsung dpt meja....langsung deh, pesen segala macem, solanya di sini, kita tuh gag bisa re-order makanan,jd harus sekali pesan aja,kecuali nasi ama minumnya....dr mulai udang, cumi, kerang, tumis2an, tahu, kelapamuda...hihihihihi...udh gag ada jaim2nya deh...pasti gw disangka kalap sama Vic..tp yah secara seafood gitu....i could never pass an offering like this...hahahhaha...

Selese makan....pas jalan keluar,udh hampir 1/2 9, yang antri tambah banyak aja bow....gilaaaa.....sepanjang jalan kemang masih aja macet...keluar lewat Bangka....muter2 dulu di Tebet...pake nyasar, cause kita berdua gag ada yg familiar sama daerah situhh...hehehehe....tetep aja, disepanjang jalan kita jadi ngomongin kenapa tadi kita berdua mesennya kayak kalap gitu (gw sih...)....faktor apa sih yg bikin pengunjung kayak gitu...karena gw yakin semua yang kesana pasti kayak gitu...what a great sales...and marketing...