numb

just like what i posted earlier this morning....
hari ini berasa gag enak bgt....it's not that i'm being moody, it's just that, i'm supposed to feel happy..but I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL...i just got back from a short holiday on the beach with my friends yesterday...something i've been waiting for...but, the truth is...on our way home...i just felt numb...to the bone...

i had fun there...we played bodyboard...walked on the beach...took a leisurely nap on the pool side (geez, wish i could do it anytime..:p)...listened to the sound of the water....the tides....felt so great....first....but then...just numb....i just realize, something struck my mind there...that nothing lasts forever....and i'm just scared...I AM...