Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Superwoman

I'm feeling really really tired....i could just close my eyes and will drift off easily...I went home to visit my father on sunday, then flew back to Jkt on monday...all with the delays, traffic jam on the highway...straight back to work yesterday...*hufffff...*....booked another tickets to fly home again tomorrow....

My father is scheduled to have a minor surgery tomorrow...and since he's all alone, and my brother couldn't care less...leaves me to arrange all things...*hufff...sigh...*.. I already got my headache back...couldn't think straight, but have to...dinner last night, i told him all about what i feel at the moment...just hope that he didn't feel sorry for me...cause that's the last thing i want from him. Thankfully, he supports me enough...or else, i dunno where else i would turn to, to help me get thru all these....

So, i will fly home tomorrow, stay at the hospital till sunday, hoping that my father's recovered, so that we all could go home...cause i'm scheduled to fly back to jkt on late sunday. I already cancelled all my plans for this weekend....*hixhixhixhix...crying quietly cause i'm supposed to be superwoman* .....1st, Tasia b'day lunch on sunday...2nd, halal bihalal with sinfulfaces...3rd, my well planned date to have dinner and movie....hixhixhixhix....well i supposed i still could do all those 2 next week...and i can have lunch or dinner together with tasia after i got back here.....alrighty...after all, my father's health is my 1st priority now...despites all things...:0)

One more thing, i have to visit Angel today at MMc, she's hospitalized yesterday...well she works hard...but she also parties harder....hope she's getting better soon...