I wanna scream so loud till i 'm out of breath
I'm so frustrated with myself, but i dont wanna cry...
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Trapped Mouse
So many things going on in my mind, i couldn't even start to sort things out one by one. I've living an honest life all these time, been so proud of it, now i am not sure anymore. Almost a year ago, i've put my life into something that even now i still don't understand.
Now am feeling like a trapped mouse, i can't breathe, i don't know what to do next to get myself out of this really messy situation.
Sometimes i would wish that my mom is still alive, i would know that i could run to her, tell her everything, have her to hold me tight and tell me that everything is gonna be okay, but she's not around anymore... :(... and rite now i just don't have someone whom i could share all my pains, someone who's going to tell me that all will be okay....oh how i miss those times...i do
Now am feeling like a trapped mouse, i can't breathe, i don't know what to do next to get myself out of this really messy situation.
Sometimes i would wish that my mom is still alive, i would know that i could run to her, tell her everything, have her to hold me tight and tell me that everything is gonna be okay, but she's not around anymore... :(... and rite now i just don't have someone whom i could share all my pains, someone who's going to tell me that all will be okay....oh how i miss those times...i do
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
Holiday w/ Girlfriends - PART 2
It's been sooo long that i partly forgot the detail of the last vacation i had last feb...well dont blame me, it's been almost a year, and my brain isnt exactly as sharp as it used to be, i guess, LOL
Anyhow, on Sunday, Tasia and I decided that we would visit Melacca, turned out to be rather crazy visit after all!!!. I was rather reluctant to be honest, considering that we woke up pretty late, and only got 10am bus to Melacca. We continued our journey however, we got there by 2pm, and while at the bus station we tried to get the return ticket to Sin...well well guess what, since it's sunday, all the ticket back to Sin was sold out!
We then bought ticket to Johor Bahru and tried our luck to get to Sin, since it's closer. Settled, we hopped onto to a bus that would go directly to Jonker street. Along the way you would see beautiful preserved old buildings, very nice. After paying for like 2 RM, we hopped down in front of the Christchurch of Melacca...really pretty. Taking some pic of the church, the stadhuys, then we walked to Jonker Street just across from Stadhuys. We asked to a guy that sold Melacca tofu on where to eat the famous Chicken Rice balls, he showed us a small warung just across the street from where he was standing. We went there, seated, and order half portion of chicken, 2 portion of rice balls and 2 ice tea...wohoo it was really really really delicous...yum yumm...i wouldnt mind going back to Melacca and have another portion of those yummy chicken!!
Lunch finished, we strolled along Jonker street to see some beautiful buildings, crafts, etc...When you have more time you could walk leisurely, but since we need to catch our 6pm bus to Johor Bahru, we then left Jonker street and head to a shopping mall nearby. We got ourselves nice watches fr Vincci, and then stopped a bus just behind the shopping mall to get back to bus terminal.
It took only few minutes to get to bus terminal, and while waiting, we bought some hainan chicken rice, thinking that we would eat that inside the bus, since we will pass dinner time on the bus...getting into the bus, well the bus was quite ugly, and the smell of the chicken was too strong, we didnt dare to open it. Instead we were sleeping, miserably, in the bus...it was very slooooowww....oh my god, i felt like screaming, we got to Johor Bahru by midnite, and the latest bus to Sin was like MIDNITE!...so we ran looking for the bus to sin, got into the line, and thanks God, we can use our Ezylink. Pas midnite we crossed the immigration, walking so fast since we didnt want the bus leaving without us.
Finally, after passport chop...waiting inline for the bus..we sat peacefully, and to tell you the truth, i was only counting on my instinct on the bus direction, since my travel mate was more confused than i was. Finally i asked the guy sitting behind me, and he showed me where to stop, and he explained that from the bus halte, our hostel was only a walking distance.
There we were, by 1am MIDNITE, we walked from bus halte in Simlim finding our hostel in Bugis, and thankfully we got there in 1 piece. Stopping by to get Hot Tarik tea near the hostel, we laughed our way to our room....what an adventurous day.
Will post some pics and continue my story on the next post....am so sleepy, need to hit my comfy bed asap...as in NOW...ciaoo
Anyhow, on Sunday, Tasia and I decided that we would visit Melacca, turned out to be rather crazy visit after all!!!. I was rather reluctant to be honest, considering that we woke up pretty late, and only got 10am bus to Melacca. We continued our journey however, we got there by 2pm, and while at the bus station we tried to get the return ticket to Sin...well well guess what, since it's sunday, all the ticket back to Sin was sold out!
We then bought ticket to Johor Bahru and tried our luck to get to Sin, since it's closer. Settled, we hopped onto to a bus that would go directly to Jonker street. Along the way you would see beautiful preserved old buildings, very nice. After paying for like 2 RM, we hopped down in front of the Christchurch of Melacca...really pretty. Taking some pic of the church, the stadhuys, then we walked to Jonker Street just across from Stadhuys. We asked to a guy that sold Melacca tofu on where to eat the famous Chicken Rice balls, he showed us a small warung just across the street from where he was standing. We went there, seated, and order half portion of chicken, 2 portion of rice balls and 2 ice tea...wohoo it was really really really delicous...yum yumm...i wouldnt mind going back to Melacca and have another portion of those yummy chicken!!
Lunch finished, we strolled along Jonker street to see some beautiful buildings, crafts, etc...When you have more time you could walk leisurely, but since we need to catch our 6pm bus to Johor Bahru, we then left Jonker street and head to a shopping mall nearby. We got ourselves nice watches fr Vincci, and then stopped a bus just behind the shopping mall to get back to bus terminal.
It took only few minutes to get to bus terminal, and while waiting, we bought some hainan chicken rice, thinking that we would eat that inside the bus, since we will pass dinner time on the bus...getting into the bus, well the bus was quite ugly, and the smell of the chicken was too strong, we didnt dare to open it. Instead we were sleeping, miserably, in the bus...it was very slooooowww....oh my god, i felt like screaming, we got to Johor Bahru by midnite, and the latest bus to Sin was like MIDNITE!...so we ran looking for the bus to sin, got into the line, and thanks God, we can use our Ezylink. Pas midnite we crossed the immigration, walking so fast since we didnt want the bus leaving without us.
Finally, after passport chop...waiting inline for the bus..we sat peacefully, and to tell you the truth, i was only counting on my instinct on the bus direction, since my travel mate was more confused than i was. Finally i asked the guy sitting behind me, and he showed me where to stop, and he explained that from the bus halte, our hostel was only a walking distance.
There we were, by 1am MIDNITE, we walked from bus halte in Simlim finding our hostel in Bugis, and thankfully we got there in 1 piece. Stopping by to get Hot Tarik tea near the hostel, we laughed our way to our room....what an adventurous day.
Will post some pics and continue my story on the next post....am so sleepy, need to hit my comfy bed asap...as in NOW...ciaoo
Happy New Year 2012
Can't believe that time really flies...here we are now already in the 1st mo of 2012, just days ago we were welcoming the new year. So many things happened since my last blog on March 2011. Apart from the year of my mother's funeral in 2003, i would say that last year had been the worst, some of them were:
1. I was hospitalized on April, for 9 days in total. The 1st 5 days, i had major surgery for appendicitis, and during the surgery they found that i had "5cm kista", so they removed it at the same time. Released from that hosp just for 5 days, I was charged into another hosp because of the strong medicine they gave me to cure my after surgery wound, that my stomach couldn't handle it.
2. After spending 2 weeks at home for recovery, on my first day to the office, my driver drove too fast and got us into a marathon accident in jagorawi toll road. I was sitting in the back seat, when my driver hit the brake so hard my head hit the seat in front of me, left a scar in my jaw
3. After 2 years, we finally closed down our beloved Shopaholic shop :(. Too long story to tell, but somehow i guess it left scars...
4. On Oct again i hospitalized, for the 3rd time in 2011, in Permata Cibubur. My gastritis...after hospitalized in April, somehow whenever I ate a bit spicy, my stomach just couldnt bear it...how bout that...i really hate the 1st hosp...u know where, i wouldnt recommend you guys to let yourself into that place...
Anyway...those 4 are only few among other things...
But, when you count your worst and compare to the blessings you received, there is no other word than GRATEFUL....no matter how hard life was/ is...I'm so grateful that God grants me so many blessing that i cant count with my fingers, that i am still able to breathe, am still blessed with so many wonderful people i call friends and family...i have a job that i love, great boss, great people to work with...and I thank you Lord for keep reminding me for these.
I only wish that this year my health will get better....and that i would meet the one of my dream, i believe that God has plan all...I still believe in You...
Jakarta, Jan3rd 2012
1. I was hospitalized on April, for 9 days in total. The 1st 5 days, i had major surgery for appendicitis, and during the surgery they found that i had "5cm kista", so they removed it at the same time. Released from that hosp just for 5 days, I was charged into another hosp because of the strong medicine they gave me to cure my after surgery wound, that my stomach couldn't handle it.
2. After spending 2 weeks at home for recovery, on my first day to the office, my driver drove too fast and got us into a marathon accident in jagorawi toll road. I was sitting in the back seat, when my driver hit the brake so hard my head hit the seat in front of me, left a scar in my jaw
3. After 2 years, we finally closed down our beloved Shopaholic shop :(. Too long story to tell, but somehow i guess it left scars...
4. On Oct again i hospitalized, for the 3rd time in 2011, in Permata Cibubur. My gastritis...after hospitalized in April, somehow whenever I ate a bit spicy, my stomach just couldnt bear it...how bout that...i really hate the 1st hosp...u know where, i wouldnt recommend you guys to let yourself into that place...
Anyway...those 4 are only few among other things...
But, when you count your worst and compare to the blessings you received, there is no other word than GRATEFUL....no matter how hard life was/ is...I'm so grateful that God grants me so many blessing that i cant count with my fingers, that i am still able to breathe, am still blessed with so many wonderful people i call friends and family...i have a job that i love, great boss, great people to work with...and I thank you Lord for keep reminding me for these.
I only wish that this year my health will get better....and that i would meet the one of my dream, i believe that God has plan all...I still believe in You...
Jakarta, Jan3rd 2012
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